I initially wrote this for one of my creative writing classes. The assignment was to take a fairytale and add a new element. Coming up with an idea that didn’t feel like it’s been done before was a struggle. Red Riding Hood was already in the works of being my main character; I just didn’t know how to make her unique. I ended up googling the most popular fairytale characters. Seeing the list of these characters and in proximity guided me to think of the characters as a unit. Every one of them had interesting stories, and I began envisioning them in a room together. Still, adding myself in a little, my experiences in a mental institution and it just… clicked. Giving classic fairytale characters mental illness was only natural. That was all I needed.
My favorite part of writing is when the scene is so vivid, I turn back into a child having in-depth conversations with my imaginary friend. This was one of those days. The dialogue spilled out of me in fifteen minutes. Once the dialogue was safely written, I went back through and fleshed out the descriptions and gathered the diagnoses that made sense for the original stories. Through gathering diagnoses, I realized the only person who would have access to that information would be the psychologist. This was a significantly important change, because in most stories around mental illness, the psychologist is the antagonist. I wanted to humanize everyone.
If I were to choose a favorite character, I loved writing Ariel. Writing Ariel was so fun because she’s the type of crazy that both warms my heart and scares me. Another character I have a lot of love for is Red Riding Hood, and I’m not ready to let them go. You’ll definitely see more of them, just not in short story form.
Release Date: February 10th, 2024
A Burden in a Miracle is my declaration of who I am. It wonders about the experience of an individual who has survived a life-threatening medical anomaly that could be considered a miracle, only for medical advancements to make their condition survivable. What does that do to their spiritual beliefs? What if they then experience mental illness and ask too many unanswerable questions? This is about how I went from a miracle to a spiritualist, to struggling with mental illness, to finding stability and turning away from God.
My college, Indiana University South Bend, has already published this piece in their Literary and Visual Arts Journal, Analecta. Burden in a Miracle won the 2021 Undergraduate Non-Fiction award.
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